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Name: Shanna
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Birthday: 6/23/1980
Gender: Female


Interests: SLEEP, I don't get that very often, and I love to read or just hang out with people.
Expertise: i don't think that i really have an "area" of expertise. i know a lot of bits to things but as for a complete area, i don't really have that. if anyone else has some ideas for me you should let me know
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 11/24/2002

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

good ole xanga

wow! Over a year since my last post on here...that's just crazy. So much has happened in that amount of time, met the man, got a ring in feb and answered yes, married in July and now living in Japan. No more Master's for me and I miss it very much at times, but I always said I was there till God moved me and move me he did. I love being married and I have a really amazing husband. Handsome too, we are expecting a little girl mid may and she moves around ALOT! It's really the coolest feeling, I always thought I would feel like I have an alien inside but it doesnt. I love to feel her move even when she wakes me up in the night...Awesome feeling. I kinda miss the simplicity of Xanga, still getting used to facebook but I'm getting there :) Happy New Year to all!!


Thursday, December 13, 2007

so neglected

Well, xanga, you have been missed, I still read my updates from other people but I haven't updated my own for many moons. So sorry! Just want you all to know that I have met the man I believe I am going to marry! For reals! I've waited for so long it still doesn't really seem true but it is. He is an amazing man of God and embodies all of the qualities that I have been looking for. Pretty exciting stuff!!! Well you are now updated!


Monday, April 16, 2007

updating my life

whew! keep it comin ;)

Well, in the tradition of the year thus far we are still movin like crazy! Since my last post we went to Idaho, had a fabulous trip and came home. i got to see most of my family while we were there, they are amazing ;) We came back and got things ready for Palm sunday and then Easter and that one was fun. At the church friday night with Lee and Isaiah trying to get the plexi glass to fit in spots that were not square. We were there till 5am,they didn't fit, great idea, but we couldn't make it work. Boy did we ever try! So leave at 5 am and back at 9:15am work all day get it all ready about an hour and a half before service. The team did "Now Behold the Lamb" for service and it was incredible. I think there were 63 confirmed salvations. It's amazing the things you learn in Master's Commission! Last week I learned all you want to know about styrene and plexiglass and this week it's been tropical plants and ficus trees. Haha! I think it's fun.I['m glad I have a job I enjoy most of the time. Ahhh what will it be next?!

How you treat the Creation is a direct result of how you view the Creator.

Interesting thoughts

I just heard a story about a man in a village who went to a dentist in a city.The man had really bad infection in his teeth and no money to pay the dentist.The dentist decided to do the work even though the man had no way to pay.The villager was so grateful to the dentist but no word in their language to say thankyou. so he told the dentist, I will tell others of your name. Meaning he would live out his thankfulness by telling others about what the dentist had done for him.

Sometimes I wish I had never learned the word thankyou. I want to live my life thankful for my God. What an amazing concept and I think I do to a degree but I want to even more. Hmmm...


Sunday, March 04, 2007

a laugh with God

A lesson for the Ladies!

So last night at Juniper, God and I had a good laugh.
A little background first...I grew up on a dairy farm in Idaho. I have one older brother and three younger sisters and it was a family buisness. Meaning that all of us kids learned how to work.My dad also did construction on the side. I wanted to to everything that the boys could do, I wanted to be valuable to my daddy in the buisness. So, by the time I was 12 I was working concrete with my dad and brother, milking, feeding, bucking hay and straw, wrestling bulls...you name it I could do it. And I was good at it. I think the hardest thing for me to learn when I first came to Master's was how to be a lady and how to help the men around me be the men they were supposed to be.  In doing so, we taught each other how to operate in the roles God had created us for. I learned how to give the guys opportunities to treat me like a lady, ya know carry stuff for me or open the doors and such. I just never wanted to be viewed as weak. I've since learned that I'm not supposed to be my own protector. So all that said, I have learned a lot - but sometimes I need reminded to be a lady. I'm not afraid of work but I'm realizing what is appropriate in the moment.
So.... this takes us to last night after we took all our kids back and we were loading chairs in the van. (I like to get the work done as quickly as possible and in working with my dad we take stacks of 10 to keep the count easier and generally there are only 2-3 of us so it goes faster, more efficient.) Anyway, I squat down to pick up my chairs and my pants split from the waistband almost to the back of my knee. Thank you Jesus no one was in the entry with me when it happend! So here I am standing with these chairs in my hands and I can't put them down and I can't check the rip, I just know it's bad. So I hope my coat is covering and I take them out and discreetly put them by the side of the van. I edge my way to the drivers seat and get in. I was laughing so hard inside but I couldn't check how bad it was in mixed company so I just sat until I dropped off the van at the church and got a change of pants out of my car. What's really funny is that these pants are the baggiest ones I own. I have to wear a belt to keep them up, don't have to undo them to pull them off...the material is really thin but anyway...
So the lesson learned was, Shanna, everyone knows you are strong, don't show off, let the men be men and carry the chairs. It's ok to make your limit 4, you're not working on the farm or with your daddy. The work will get done! Remember you are a lady and cherish it ;) haha!!!! Ladies learn from my moment!


Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Back from, NM, AZ, CA and NM...a long 3 weeks!

On the brink...

I feel something coming and I'm not sure what it is. I told Amanda last night, "Something is different, I feel different but I can't put my finger on it." I really don't know what it is, I feel ready though. That's weird, how can you feel ready for something and not know what you are ready for? It doesn't really make sense. This last trip just seemed like an intense learning time to me, I felt like a sponge soaking up all that God had to show me. At the sunday night service in Cali after it was over and we had prayed for people, Pastor Chris called us all up and prayed over us. Then he prayed over us individually, I was one of the last ones, everything he said was right on. The coolest thing was he poured oil in my hands, not just a little but a lot. It was pooled in my hands and dripping. He talked about the annointing in my hands to reach people  for God and that my heart is for people, which is very true, my greatest desire is that people would truly know God for who He is. But what he said next blew me away and if you know me you will understand why... he was quiet for a moment and then he said, these are the hands of a working woman. Not hands of a manicure but for work, and that God was going to weed out the people that are playing games and bring me people who seriously want God. 
I've felt God's presence so much since that night, and  I'm changing the way that I pray...there is so much more of God than I know. God, who am I? I'm ready for you to define me more.



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